met serbian at Causeway Point at 7pm to pass me A5 Exercise Bk. then, took bus to his hse. took some bks. chat awhile with his dad. he mentioned abt our relationship. aix. it made me drop my tears. but not in front of her dad. but in the lift. i walked to the bus stop. under the rain, i dropped my tears. i took 900 home. i sat in the bus alone. i dropped my tears again. reached home then. start my compo.. i ran away from reality and not reveal my true self again. maybe after Os. concentrating on my studies. =) many ppl did ask me. i've also repeated alot of times. and i hated it. hope there's no more questioning. aix.
coughs & flus. not yet recovered. din see doc. cos' i refused to. doc fees too exp! mummy told me i finished the whole box of panadol. lols. was shocked. haha. medicine eater. lols.
hmm. wondering if there's someone who really understands me. i always try my best to understand. i tried. i really do. have you feel it? aix.
